Carol Of The Bells - Acapella Full Choir Carol

thinking

i spend too much time thinking...everything eventually implodes and becomes a totally logical sequence of events/thoughts/whatever leading to an incomprehensible result.

understanding and empathy is really over-rated...no matter how well or how much you understand about others, events ultimately prove that it was just a futile exercise in finding excuses for people's behaviour. of course most of us don't spend that much time understanding our own behaviour though.

i often wonder what makes people function.

i haven't found the answer to that yet....i'm still trying to discover what makes me function.

tension

I like images that seem to pull on my eyes.

...and I think that means that I enjoy this beautiful tension in my relationship with the objects (subjects) around me.

other times I just like to have my eyes filled

...είναι δυνατόν μία είκονα να γεμίζει τα μάτια μου και επίσης τη ψύχη μου? Τι ψάχνω? μία ισορροπία μεταξύ ένταση και ικανοποιήσει?

i really do wonder...

my own mind a blur fumbling for

just one damn minute of clarity

in its smudged reality...

i wonder:

can others see what I see?

...or perhaps I can't see at all.

Greg Laswell Sweet Dream

what does this music touch?

alongside you...

this is what I see.